~...No Es Amor...~

You're The Best Thing I Never Knew I Needed. :)

2010-01-11T16:55:00.003+08:00

Night of Birthday.

2009-11-29T18:34:00.000+08:00

2009-11-11T13:05:00.003+08:00

Work has been pretty hectic lately due to stock taking. Yesterday was the last straw. I had to open the shop at 0830 in the morning. I die from lack of sleep can? -_-" Worked afternoon shift for 5 days straight cause there were 2 new cashiers & my other buddy was on training. Had to sacrifice alot of beauty sleep for the whole week. They promised to let me go home 1/2 an hour earlier yesterday. Was so bloody happyyyyyyy... Baby came to fetch me. He's so sweeeeetttt.. :D

He accompanied me to SGH to see my granddad. Which was a bad idea cause my aunts & cousins were also there. -_-" I miss my old man. I felt like crying when I saw him lying there so weak on the bed. Can't believe he's already 86 & still has a full set of teeth & this is his 1st time being admitted. I'm not lying I tell you. LOL. The last words he said to me before I go was, "You already have 1 child right?" (-_-") Atok, atok! :))) So sick already still can make jokes. :)

After that I get to spend alot of time with Baby. So can't wait for my birthday! :D Mish you B. :p

2009-11-04T12:48:00.001+08:00

It was one of those nights to get drunk & partayyyyy. But it wasn't as fun as I thought it would be! But thanks to my colleagues for making an effort. :D

No matter how much vomit there was, I still love you guys. LOL. :x

Infatuated.

2009-10-23T13:37:00.003+08:00

This infatuation towards you is killing me. :p

I miss you baby. Can't wait for our 1st night out. :)

Is it LOVE?

2009-10-22T00:58:00.002+08:00

A whole week straight of cuddles was just what I needed to take the pressure off from work. I pray to Him that YOU are IT. Hopefully time would tell. :) IMY Bie. :)))

A New Friend.

2009-10-15T09:23:00.005+08:00

Off day was spent watching movie, playing pool & eating dinner with a neighbour of mine. He lives just a few blocks away. I don't even know how he got my no.. And the weird thing is, he doesn't too. But the weirdest of all, he's the son of 1 of my dad's friend. :/

He's tall & big. Like a teddy. LOL. :x I'm dead if he knows I'm blogging bout him. :x So, we went to Causeway Point Cathay to watch Surrogates. LAME movie to be frank. But had nice time cuddling & snogging. LOL. After that we went to Woodlands Point & played a few rounds of pool. Had dinner at Macs. He ate TWO fucking burgers! Gosh. Boys. (-_-") Oh yah. FYI, he's a year younger than me. But couldn't refer to him as small boy though. Someone might get jealous. :x *looks at small boy* lalalalalalala......

It's weird how both of us didn't wanna go home yesterday. Wish I didn't have to but Mom keeps calling & I was wearing a skirt that Dad hates. Lucky he wasn't home yet when I reached. :x Oh yeahhh.. Just remembered. My twin cashier, Ain, is planning to go Powerhouse soon. Fuck! So can't wait. It's been so longggggg since I last dance like a mad woman. Planning to ask along neighbour. Need a big boy to take care of me. :x

Bah! Couldn't really sleep last night. Something bad just happened to him. Hope he's okay. :( Think I'm gonna go eat my breakfast now. Ciao!

???

2009-10-12T20:46:00.001+08:00

WTF am I thinking of Ien nowadays?! :(

Rest.

2009-10-07T13:30:00.003+08:00

Finally ...... my off day! Woohoooo.... Went out with my friend Syaz yesterday after work. We went to Orchard Cine to play pool & watch a movie which starts at 2140hrs. (-_-") We watched Funny People. It's funny AND boring. It was more than 2hrs long. Geez.. I almost fell asleep actually. Movie ended at 0015hrs. The mall was almost empty. So while going down the escalator, I felt something tugging on my dress. Something terrible happened next. Had to ask him to rip my dress out before someone sees me. *bawls like a freak*

Goodbye. I wanna go cry.

2009-09-30T16:04:00.001+08:00

Tell me how am I supposed to do my hair when the fucking's pay not in! *tugs on hair*

Breathless.

2009-09-30T12:51:00.009+08:00

Crossing fingers does work! LOL. Finally get to see Ien again. He was so exhausted from work but yet, still had the energy to spend the night with me. We had already planned to go ECP. On the way there, he talked so much about his work. Someone died at the last minute & he had to stay back. Thus, met him late. But it's ok. The wait was worth it. :) Cause I had a bloody great time! He's a funny-weird-sexy-cute kinda guy. He's such an easygoing person. We could talk about anything under the sun. Except I don't really talk much. He's the 1 who's always asking me questions. But then again, I'm a listener not a talker. :p I feel like calling him Bitchy Man cause he can be really bitchy when he wants to. :x

He likes to label himself as being "underdressed" whenever he sees me. He makes me FEEL "overdressed". Geeez.. Come on Ien. That's how I usually wear when I'm out. I don't wear jeans. Like fucking seriously. LOL. Hated wearing jeans. Always have. :x Only my colleagues know cause they see me everyday. :p So we spent the night at ECP talking till 4am. He looks so different when he's sleepy. Got that bacin-look. *giggles* Well.. I felt a bit down when he told me that his family is planning to migrate once he got his degree. So yeah.. Wanted to cry but what's the use. Hah. :) So I just smiled when he told me that. :))

We headed for home after that. Lucky for him we live near each other. I'm starting to miss him more right now. But history has taught me so much. I don't think I can ever love someone that much again. Love you as my friend can, Ien? :) Oh yeah. He was breathtakingly hawt yesterday!! I literally drool. And I mean it ok! :p

P/S: He tucks my hair behind the ears again. Can I die of pleasure now? :)

Wishing.

2009-09-29T19:44:00.005+08:00

Crossing my fingers hoping I'll get to see him tonight. >_<

And by the way, I wanna wish good luck to Hafyz aka my Budak Kecik on his 1st day of work tomorrow. So ... good luck sweetie! Don't forget me when you become rich 1 day. LOL. :x

Missing.

2009-09-27T00:13:00.000+08:00

He's deeply missed by me. :)

W.O.W

2009-09-24T13:06:00.004+08:00

That was all I could say when I met up with Ian at 1.30 in the morning yesterday. *drewls* He's so tall & so ... irresistable. *giggles* It was a last minute thing. He asked me out at 12 midnyte! (-_-") I was feeling so bloody nervous that my knees wobbled when I walked towards him. :x

He took me to Kranji dam. Fcuking eerie place. Then told him I wanted to go see Marina Barrage. He brought me there. The place was so windy & kinda romantic I suppose. Not the kind of word I would use when I'm out with someone I meet for the 1st time. :p So yeah, he was nice and FINE. *double drewl* He talks alot though. LoL. Keeps asking me very very weird questions. But I really enjoyed spending that few hours with him. Just wished we had more time. :)

Anyways, gonna go for soft hair rebonding next week. My hair is going haywire. So damn annoying. *frown*

P/S: Loves it when he tucks my hair behind my ears. *blush*

Take Care.

2009-09-23T16:28:00.009+08:00

Today's gonna be Hafyz's last day at TopMan. Small boy has gotten a new job somewhere. I'm happy for him but sad at the same time to see him go. No more neighbourly meetings anymore. :( Met up with him after work yesterday. Treated him to Boost Juice. We chilled outside Vivo & started to talk about his problems. I'm kinda worried about him. He has this 2 big panda eyes that seems to get darker each time I see him. LOL. Mazlan said he looks like a vampire. (-_-") I'm so gonna miss that small boy. :) Hopefully we won't be too busy to meet up again soon aite?

After I reached home yesterday night, I immediately felt bored. So I took out all my hair rollers & start to roll my hair bit by bit. It turns out great. :)

Now I'm having this feeling-feeling of curling my hair permanently. But I like my straight hair. :( Should I or should I not?

(Time check: 1717hrs)

Online with Ian right now. He's helping me on something which I would never tell anyone in the world, cause i'm sure people would call me a bimbo. :( I'm so fcuking embarrassed! Oh yeah.. Missing missing missing him. Even though we've not met. I feel like hitting myself with his bantal bucuk. Sometimes I would ask myself why I'm having this funny feeling when it comes to him. Am I missing someone in my life? *deep thoughts*

Ok. So Raya was a bore. I mean, can u imagine going around in your raya dress, going from house to house for 1 whole day, without ever hailing for a cab? I know. Cause I almost died. :( From my house to Bkt Panjang to Toa Payoh to Kallang to Bedok (2 houses!) & back home which is in Woodlands! All the way it's either the train or bus. No taxis cause we have 5 adults. :( Ian told me that it's time to take my car license. Bluek. And he agreed to be my tutor. Double bluek. :p We don't have raya pics. Only took some at home when we were about to go out. :)

So I guess this is it. Will blog again next time. :)

Syawal.

2009-09-20T00:36:00.003+08:00

I would like to wish Selamat Hari Raya to all my friends, be it Muslim or Non-Muslim. Forgive my mistakes & wrongdoings. I've no intention to hurt anybody's feelings. Last but not least, maaf zahir & batin! :p Don't really know how to translate that in English though.

Another coincidence happened yesterday. Got to know that another MSN friend of mine is working in Vivo. Some guy from True Fitness. *drools* :p He's an old friend. Had met him once when I was 19, I think. :x So, I was scheduled to break fast by myself today. We managed to meet up & ate dinner together. What's with body builders & fast food anyway? He's been working there for 2mths & he doesn't even know where LJS is! (-_-")

So anyway, I've plans for myself after Raya is over. I've to hit the gym. Sahren's making alot of noise bout my weight. Am I like his GF or something? It's not like as if I'm gonna grow bigger, am I? My colleagues said I'd lost weight. I think I know what's the cause. :)

*stoned* Ian just messaged me. Why do I have this funny feeling whenever he's around ... ? *deep thoughts* Argh! I need sleep. Gonna self-curl my hair tomorrow. I hope I've enough time. =\ Anyways, ciao people. Don't get sick during this festive season yeah. Take care. :)

Sleepy.

2009-09-18T23:44:00.002+08:00

Did damaged accessories at work today. My eyes are going blind soon. :(

Fresh Start.

2009-09-16T12:26:00.003+08:00

It's time I open up a new blog due to some reasons. I really miss blogging. It's been a month since the break up. I couldn't even switch on my comp cause I was afraid of breaking down if I see his photos. But hell, was I wrong. I never felt happier in my life. :) Still thinking of him though. But my tears are not falling anymore. I'm so glad. :)

So about work. I'm on 2 days MC! And it's my off day today. Returning back to work tomorrow. :( I wonder why time flies by so fast when you're enjoying yourself at home. (-_-") So, I've been "promoted" to cashier. I'm slow... But I'm still learning. I had my 1st shortage a few days ago. A total of $144 is gonna be cut off from my next pay. *sobs* It's time I learn from my mistake. Not to stare at customers' muscular boyfriends while I'm doing a transaction. Righttt...

Bro's in the kitchen making dinner. I can smell tulang... *drewls* I've not bathe & my laundry's halfway done. Chatting with Ien Bonchets @ MSN. Can't seem to get my butt off the chair whenever he's online. What's wrong with me! (-_-")

Oh yeah. Made some new friends. Just found out that 1 of my MSN mate is working right next to me. Had so much fun knowing him. He keeps calling me "kakak" like as if I'm his real sister. Hafyz jangan nak prasan muda eh. You're only 1 yr younger than me. Puhlease.. :x

I'm craving for boost juice right now. :(